Hello all.
It's been a cringe worthy day. Earlier on Twitter, I described my feelings as "When I picture myself at the moment, it's me down on my knees, tears silently streaming down my face, my hands wrapped around my stomach (trying to hold myself together and hold back the massive sobs threatening to escape), and-and rocking. Rocking as if I'm in the fetal position."
I don't want to relate today's events of me missing half of class, getting basically yelled at by my teacher, having a test, and missing an appointment.
But, then a light was shown into my dark corner, I went to talkjesus.com and chatted with some people. I just told them of my day and they told me to pray. Instead of saying okay and not wanting to be a bother, I asked questions about what they were telling me (okay, the names were works and Brother Mike). Such as sometimes I don't understand the term "hand it over to Jesus." I know the meaning, but don't know how to do it. You know what I mean? When phrased like that, it sounds like I don't have to do anything and God will take care of it and do it...but I still have to do the work so somehow that doesn't work, you follow? Anyways, works actually prayed for me. Online. I was...shocked! I felt better afterwards.
Good things about today: studying for Archaeology test with Jocelyn and Justin. Finally sending off an email about Bonnie and Matt. TalkJesus.com.
God Bless!
Tiff...*still sad*
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